Mood:
Music: Farther Away by "Evanescence"
[Anywhere But Home Album]

I had a mid-term critque today for my Drawing and Composition class today. We were allowed to bring in some of our work that we might have done in the past. Sooooooooooooo........... last night I was looking through my things to see what I could bring. I was thinking "Hey, I have TONS of great stuff to bring in!" But much of the stuff that I looked at wasn't great at all. I've done some stuff that I couldn't believe I was the one who did it because it was sooooo awesome.... (at least at the time) I suppose since now I can see all of the flaws that makes me better than I was? Geez, I'm almost ashamed of the fact that I thought I was even a decent artist. But I continue to improve so that counts for something...
Yeah, I also had to present this marketing plan thingy I did for another class. When the professor asked for volunteers I just shot my hand right up there. I wanted to get this thing over with. And man, I didn't think I was gonna struggle so much. Everyone said I did a good job but I didn't feel like it. I didn't think I was gonna have a problem with being nervous and all that. But when I got up there I became all tense and felt like I was shaking all over, let alone in my hands. It took me 30 minutes after my presentation was over to calm down! I was trying point out a strength about myself that I had listed on my paper, twice and only at the bottom. Funny thing is... my strength that I was trying to point out, and finally did, was my self-confidence. Sure bet I looked self-confident there. Wooo!!!! But I'm sure glad it's over.